Just she thought it would never happen. It happened right before her very own eyes. The words came right out off his heart. It was that very moment she’ll never forget. Tears were rolling down her cheeks when she heards everything from her buddies. She felt so numb. She didn’t know what to do. She could not believe what just happened. She told her buddies she'll break with him and forget about him.When she's home, she try to hide her emotions from her families. When she's alone, she started to cry again. Her heart broke to a million pieces. She just can't stop thinking of him. She changed her mind. She don't want to break with him. She don't know why but she just don't want to. She wanted to tell him but it's useless. She know what he'll say to her. She don't want to listen anything that hurts her. She loved him like she had never loved anyone before. She wants everything back to normal. She wants everything back to her.
What he told her at night its all the truth. She always believe what he say. But she did not say anything to him. She's speechless at the moment. She just sat there on her bed and cry. It was midnight. She's thinking. She just keep on thinking. She never hate him. She never think that is all his fault. She did not blame anyone, but she did blame herself. She hate herself. She wanted to scream as loud as she could. She wanted to call him. She want someone to comfort her. She wants everything. Everything she wants is impossible. Its 4 o'clock morning, she's still doing nothing but just thinking and crying non-stop. She slowly cried herself to sleep.
She woke up in the morning, knowing he was gone. She looked herself in the shattered mirror. Wondering what was the real reason he left her. She thought to herself, ''am I not good enough for him?'' ''I still have chances? ''. With so many questions, she needed answers. No doubt anyone knew she was upset. She want to tell her mom everything, but she couldn't. She don't want her mom to repeat the same thing to her again.
She thought back about what happened. Everything that they had together, all the happiness and love. She was very upset. But she said to herself ''I cannot do anything to change the past. I just have to forget what happen.'' She knew she’ll never forget him and never forget what happen. She just want him back. Thats all. She knows that there is no one like him for her ever again.
What he told her at night its all the truth. She always believe what he say. But she did not say anything to him. She's speechless at the moment. She just sat there on her bed and cry. It was midnight. She's thinking. She just keep on thinking. She never hate him. She never think that is all his fault. She did not blame anyone, but she did blame herself. She hate herself. She wanted to scream as loud as she could. She wanted to call him. She want someone to comfort her. She wants everything. Everything she wants is impossible. Its 4 o'clock morning, she's still doing nothing but just thinking and crying non-stop. She slowly cried herself to sleep.
She woke up in the morning, knowing he was gone. She looked herself in the shattered mirror. Wondering what was the real reason he left her. She thought to herself, ''am I not good enough for him?'' ''I still have chances? ''. With so many questions, she needed answers. No doubt anyone knew she was upset. She want to tell her mom everything, but she couldn't. She don't want her mom to repeat the same thing to her again.
She thought back about what happened. Everything that they had together, all the happiness and love. She was very upset. But she said to herself ''I cannot do anything to change the past. I just have to forget what happen.'' She knew she’ll never forget him and never forget what happen. She just want him back. Thats all. She knows that there is no one like him for her ever again.
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