I thought I was free, but I will never be. I tried giving us a chance but the chance flew away. I wanted it to be smooth, but all I get was rough. I wanted everything to be the same, but all I had was different. I expect things to be nice, but the unexpected happens. I thought it was the best choice for both us, but it seems like I am the one can't get over it. But if I am given a chance, I wouldn't want it. Because I don't fucking know what's on my mind. I do not know what I want but the decision has to be made immediately, and I moved on.